Nothing

I have hear that: “When a person was leaves from this world, he or she can’t bring any things from this world. When a person died, it means nothings, just like that person go to another world and live in that world.” But when my grandfather go to another world, I really can’t think like that. I really miss him. I can’t stop my tears.

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My grandfather was go to heaven just now, he already leaves us at around 9.30 night, I can’t describe my feeling now. I am feeling sad and down now. My tears drop non-stop from my eyes. I miss my grandfather and also felt sorry because I can’t go back and visit him when he is still alive. Because of my presentation and my mid-term, I can’t go back! I hate the presentation and hate the mid-term.

Worried

My parent are stay at Kuching already five days. They stay at hospital to care my grandfather. I can felt that they are tried already, can’t eat well, can’t sleep well. They are sad when they know my grandfather felt painful because of the medical treatment. I can know what their feeling when I am talk to them. I am worried about my grandfather and my parent.

Bad Mood

Just now, when I went to attend my Taekwondo class, I got a phone from my mother. She told me about my grandfather already transfer the hospital from Sibu to Kuching by helicopter. My tear drop suddenly from my eyes, this is because I am worried about my grandfather, I want to go back to visit my grandfather, but I can’t!

Down…

In a big house, it is only two people. Every things was “sleep”, it is so quiet. I don’t like this moment, it make me felt lonely. Although I am quiet and don’t like to speak, but I like to stay in the noise place, the place that have my friends. I felt down, emotion and lonely now.

Freedom

I like freedom, so I like the sea, and also the sky. But now, I am free from some things, I am free from love that you have give, and also I am free from you. I don’t like this kind of freedom, it make me felt lonely. I stared to learn how to full my life without you, so don’t worried about me.

Nothings

The bad news from my friend make me think a lot. I think a lot about myself and the people that are always besides me. Sometimes, we will focus on some things that we think it is important. But when we recall back the things that we think it is important, we will know that it is nothings. We should cherish the people who are always besides us.